I fell asleep last night on the couch. Troy came home and moved me to the bed where I laid on top of the comforter.
“Just for a minute” I said.
5 am I woke up freezing. (We keep our thermostat set on morgue)
Every muscle in my body was stiff. I crawled under the covers and snuggled Troy to get warm.
530 and I am up,
On the couch with a double DOSE of happy coffee and a blanket over my shoulders.
Wow
I slept hard.
My brain is still separating dreams from reality.
I guess I needed that hard sleep.
Life has a way of balancing out.
Resetting everything.
I’ve been wound pretty tight lately with no way to release, so my body took in the stress.
Yesterday it took care of itself and knocked me out.
Literally for about 10 hrs.
So if you see me climbing walls or dancing in the halls today, I am trying to release a little energy.
I’m sure I’ll have a ton now.
Just hope it lasts.
Our world is in need of resetting. Cleansing itself. Mother Earth is a living, breathing home to us and we have neglected her. Letting her soak in all the stress. She has held on to the affects of war, pollution, destruction, devastation and hatred.
Imagine the feeling of watching your children work hard at tearing each other down. Ripping each other to shreds, verbally, emotionally and sometimes physically.
The hurt of hearing them spew words of hate, teaching their children the same. Passing along to the next generation the lack of compassion, love and understanding.
Your body holding on to all the negative emotions. Not being able to reach out to them. Soon, you will just break down.
And have to reset and regroup.
Everyone needs to just go to their rooms and think about their behavior.
Then come out and apologize.
And hope that life resetting doesn’t include being knocked out, waking up freezing and hurting.
We need to start taking charge of that ourselves.
Be you,
But be kind.
Listen with compassion.
Speak with understanding.
Agree to disagree.
Love big my friends,
Lorene
